Preparation, Preparation, Preparation

All of what you are experiencing now in relation to going to a new past/new reality is preparation, preparation, preparation. You need preparation because you could not deal with the shock. For example, think about going back to being a little child again. Now think about what a shock you would undergo being your present age and then going back in time to being a little child. The shock and trauma would be immense. Learning to live in silence is preparation. All of what you are doing is preparation. Prepare your heart and mind. Your scenarios are preparation of your heart. You will experience joy unspeakable but there will be shock. You will need a time of adjustment. All of what you are doing and experiencing now is preparation for your arrival in a new past/new reality.